Grief is just love with no place to go. 20 years ago, I had no idea that I would grow into LOVING being a cat mom, especially Gurgs' mom. I have enjoyed everything single thing about it, the snuggles, the waking up at 3:00 am so we can play, the fact that I would never get to be in a comfortable position to sleep in, I would even take a hair ball to pick up right now. I am so sorry you were sick Gurgabell, I'm so sorry I couldn't take it away and make it better. I tried everyday to snuggle you with kisses, feed you with whatever food you wanted at that moment and just love you with all I had. One of the greatest privileges I have ever known is being your Momma, and I hope that you enjoyed your life with me. I can't wait to meet you at Rainbow Bridge and snuggle you so closely again, until then my heart will ache at the thought of you, but know its just my love with no place to go. ❤